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[Oct. 14th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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i could stare at the city light's for hours, to me, they are just so beautiful.
It is so calming to just ponder your thoughts and listen to your most treasured music, there staring at the ligths there are no hassles just thoughts.
The view just reminds me that there is still some beautiful things on earth and not everything is ruined
Same with the warm summers nights just looking at the stars
when i think about everything thats happened i am so lucky
My life has just been blessed really i have a roof over my head, family and friends who love me, i never have to worry about food or having no one care about me
My best friend and i went to my friends grave the other day, the thing i think thats was most upsetting about it all was that everyone around him was around the same age of 21
Its so sad to see so many young life's gone.
Anthony's grave was just amazing you could tell that he is loved, his grave was covered in fake flowers that light up from a mile away
("i have something for u ") i will never forget :)
anyway i think enough blah blah from me |
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| Penthouse |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|07:21 pm] |
Wow what a weekend i have had
Satudary i worked and i made so much money which was awesome, as i sold 6 phones on contracts that day which means i get heaps of commision.
So this fortnight's pay i get over a thousand after tax, so thats pretty nice.
The saturday night was pretty quiet, i had the chance to go out, but decided against it as my friends where going local and nothing local around here is good AT ALL. plus i am getting sick (great) so anyway had a quiet night in and watched some movies finally falling asleep
On the Sunday i got up and went to gym came home and did some cleaning then my best friend and i went down to the local beach and just soaked the sun, the day was awesome,
To top it all off when i got home, my mother asked if i would like a pent house in the city for the night, "oh my god,Yes" ha ha ha
so it was just a girly night i took my best friend and we got to stay in this amazing place it has 2 rooms a study 3 bathrooms and 4 toilets as well as two balconies a massive lounge room and dining area
and your own parking spot
The pool, spa, sauna, steam room and gym are all open 24hrs a day
The view was just amazing, it was so beautiful at night and the weather was so amazing it the right temp with a warm brezze it was just amazing
We got to the place around 8pm then walked down to coles on Clarendon street and brought some food for dinner etc
got back and cooked watched tv, danced ha ha drank invited some more people over then got ready at about 12 left at about one and hit the town
First we went to the crown, Crappiest thing ever there where about 3 hundred people there that where disgusting and sleazzy, so that died in the arse very quickly got a taxi back to the apartment and changed into better more compfortable clothes and went on another look for somthing better, Absolutly nothing
Temepted to go to the night cat again, but instead we just went home and enjoyed the crazy views :P
and so i got home today and went to gym and just been sleeping, back to work tomorrow hopefully should be a great day
I found out the other night, that all these mean girls from highschool that where all skinny and yadda yadda have actually turned really fat and hate eachother now ha ha which is really funny, all they every did was bitch about people who where not like they where it looks like they finally got what they deserve.
Its crazy how u find yourself kinda last after a break up.
Anyway thats enough of me tonight
Some photos will soon be added |
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| same old |
[Oct. 9th, 2004|06:00 pm] |
Family guy is awesome ha ha
So voting was today, i think everyone who is in politics is just an idiot anyway but ya get that
Life is average at the moment, But i am sure that it will pick up ha ha life works in strange ways |
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| yay sweet |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|11:24 am] |
Well i have decided i am going to Fiji, AWESOME!!!!!
i really want to go snorkeling and shark dive thats all ha ha i think i will end up going around dec 1st till about the 12th cant wait its going to be wicked
in other news i think my puppy is going to get kicked out of puppy school she is to busy trying to play and show off then actually learn anything but she is just so damn cute
Past few days at work have been so busy so thats been awesome. The last week has just been pretty full on i have been working every day then as soon as i have finished work i have left work to go straight to something else, but its amazing i am actually not that tired
i have been walking everyday for like a month and ha ha my body is till the same as it was stupid body he ha.
i should properly get back to cleaning my room its so messy |
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| ME |
[Jul. 8th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
so this is the type of girl i am
What kind of girl are you?" - Results:
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure you're always number one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention..
You almost certainly wouldn't like this game, because it's not your thing:
www.life-blood.vze.com
HA HA HA and supposedly i am this type of girlfriend But i don't know about the cheating part
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend
Crazy quiz |
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| wow |
[Jul. 8th, 2004|12:41 am] |
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| |  Grateful | ] |
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| | Hot cross-Finger Redux | ] |
At the moment Funeral Diner-We dont belong in concrete is like the perfect sentence i have been looking for. :p Strange how stuff like that happens,
Today a lot of crazy stuff has been happening, like talking to my ex and meeting a lot of new people and just a few strange coincidences
When i was driving home from my dad's house i just started laughing( i think the car next to me thought i was crazy) but like all of a sudden somthing i have been Trying to sort out and something i was lead to believe was my fault i actually figured out it is not at all.
So today i am just in the most hypo mood i feel really good, Its an awesome feeling, Hopefully it will last he he
When i think about it, my life has never really been that hard like of course there is moments, which are in everyones life.
But really compared to the people who starve everyday not knowing whether they are going to wake up the next morning,
My life is a dream compared to theirs. |
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| Damn, Life hey |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
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| | Last days of april | ] |
Isn't it strange how one phone call can change everything forever or how reading post's can change your perspective on someone you thought you knew so well. For years i thought i knew the people i was close to only to find out Both bitched about me to other people yet continued to be friends with me. What is the point in being friends with someone who you have to complain about. One of these people is a young lady who i have been friends with since i was in year 5, Which was around 10 years, anyway she just told people i was fat and unhappy and never had fun. Which im not fat just full bodied ha ha :) unhappy pffftt whats the point in living if all u want to do is mope.
The other person is a strange one we have been really good friends for at Over three years now and we believe in mostly the same morals or at least we did at one point in our friendship,
Unfortunatley the trust was broken and no matter how many times forgiven it gets crushed Again.
ha ha i am the biggest idiot :P
Anyway enough about crappy people and liars something great my friends(real trust worthy friends) and i are planing to go away for a while around to sydney and just around lots of places in Australia and then hoping to go to egypt which is my ultimate dream to go to egypt and see the pyramids and the mummy's
Life is to short to be mopping and sad all the time live life while u can, Its amazing How some people dont realize how life can change in a split second unfortunately early this year we lost a great friend in a motorbike accident. He was a very funny boy :P
Gezz i Got up at QUARTER TO EIGHT this morning and walked my beautiful puppy ha ha she is so cute and so cheeky i love her
Then i came back had an awesome shower and went to work, It went pretty fast, Work is so doggy though Stupid Optus :P
Went to the city the other night it was awesome had dinner at the blue train which was awesome lots of young people working there.
I think thats about all i have to say surprise surprise :) |
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| crap |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|10:36 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Party of helicpoters | ] |
well i got a puppy she is sooo cute her name is lilly although she is really cheeky and it takes a lot to look after a pup but its all good.
My two best friends got back from sydney today which is awesome i have missed them heaps lots of stories to be told since all expenses where paid for, which is pretty sweet :)
my friend sarah, her parents have gone away for about 3 months so i will be living there with her and another friend so that will be pretty cool
i'm was meant to be going on a night tour at the old melbourne jail on sunday but they where all booked out so hopefully i will be able to go in about 2 weeks it will be so spooky fun :)
i watched this crazy movie called the "Entity" Which is about a woman who gets raped by an Entity which is similar to a ghost of some sort, The movie is based on real life, it happened in the 70's its kinda disturbing when u think of it being real.
Went down to the beach today to take my puppy for a walk it was really nice it was high tide there was hardly any sand to walk on. it was pretty awesome and as i was driving tonight to see my dad they sky was so amazing it had some of the most amazing colours in it, it was just beautiful :)
Anyway maybe i should go and do something healthy like exercise |
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| weekend |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|09:21 am] |
well last night was pretty cool i went to a wedding and the people are so nice, i drank wine and orange juice, wine is horrible but it was free :), i'm surprised i didn't wake up with any sort of sick feeling or vomit.
The bride was absolutely beautiful, it was just a really fun night, on friday went to the city straight after work to see my disco, bad girls of the bible and another band (unfortunately i cant remember their name but they where so rad). i was so tired and it takes me about an hour - hour and half to drive back from the city so i was screwed by the time i got back but it was worth it :) finally moved into the new shop, have a heap of work to do since its all new and a lot of shit has happened due to people just being lazy but nothing really anyone can do. we are getting flat screen computers and a plasma tv for mtv so it should be good when it finally gets done :) |
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| Stuff |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|12:15 pm] |
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Been to four 21st in the last four weeks, Awesome fun. Last show i went to i saw far left limit's second last show, got pretty crazy and my disco thats all i got to see, it was rad. Been working at highpoint for the last three weeks takes about an hour to get there and so many people are stupid drivers. Its so frustrating to drive there as i go through the city and stuff. Last few weeks of my life have been interesting, i got a new phone which is awesome as it actually works and gets reception. Had a fight with a girl that i have been friends with for about 7 years as all she can do is just bitch about her friends constantly about really trivial stuff such as me being to tired to go out or one of my other friends dying her hair. I have realized in myself that its just a waist of time being negative and pissed off all the time about such crappy little things and their is more important things in life instead of winging about such crap, thousands of innocent people die and children starving all over the world and all people can care about is someone trying to copy them or be like them its just so pathetic so trivial. thats one reason why i love going to gigs it feels like know one is being judged and u are accepted for being who u are, which is a great feeling maybe its not how it really is but its how i interpret it :) oh and this morning my car would'nt start that was kinda annoying after i called the RACV my car started, what a bitch hehe |
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| valentines |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
well i had a wonderful valentines,no presents just stayed the night at crown towers in the king spa suite it was great being able to watch tv and movies in the spa, with a fantastic person.
on the other hand the show at good morning captions was good.
my new job is easy and fun, but long hours, selling phones can be really hard ya know haha its not really to difficult at all once ya get the hang of it, nice people, nice place. |
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| job gigs and stuff 2 |
[Jan. 22nd, 2004|10:43 am] |
whoops well yer gig tonight at cue, carraway are playing yer whoo.
and then tomorrow it looks like the setup and flight plan(fight pants)and more at the art house but finishing work at 9pm friday then starting at 7 the next morning and living in the crap hole of Frankston will not allow me to go, crap frankston.
Then the setup and flight plan again at ding dong lounge, that place is cool as.
ohh yay got a friends b'day party and its dress up cant wait my outfit is a slutty bumble bee should be fantastic. haha and emile is going as the black phantom hehe he looks hilarious. :)
time to go and do stuff i think
catch. |
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| job gigs and stuff |
[Jan. 22nd, 2004|10:38 am] |
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Got a new job which is cool but i applied for a mobile phone shop and i have know idea about phones haha how great. |
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| People |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|01:30 am] |
went to a party tonight, great to see one of my friends who i haven't seen in a while. Anyway a lot of drunk people which are very interesting to watch.I'm a pretty happy person most of the time but lately there have been a few pooey people in my life, people that don't listen and just constantly think your attacking them and its just so frustrating cause when u try and explain stuff to them they just don't want to listen cause they think what is in their head is right and no matter what, they wont listen to you, sometimes it seems so pointless, but i love these people so there for i guess i just deal with it...haha i'm so damn tierd i ramble lots of crap, yay to being tired :)
i need to listen to music, maybe i will listen to conation. |
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